This weekend was the first time ever that I've done a DofE expedition, and I know that this sounds ridiculously cliche, but it was such a rewarding experience. I'm not quite at the point where I can say that I'm proud of myself or anything, because I'm still achey and horrible, but I'm sure that this feeling will come soon enough. It is so crazy to think that what I've gone through this weekend, teenagers and young people have been going through it for 55 years, and no doubt will continue for hundreds of years.
A little update
I now really enjoy exams. It's quiet so that I can think but I am writing constantly so my mind never really wanders. Okay, I don't always know all of the answers and that's fustrating. But it's never a case of complete loss for me and I know that I should be eternally grateful for that. It's just nice, 200-300 people sitting the same exam, thinking the same thoughts and writing the same words to prove ourselves to the world. There's something so calming about it.
In English Literature class we're writing about "The Last Time" and my story is about a young girl who is dying of cancer and wants a last day of total freedom. I'm learning some answers about myself and about my existence about it, which is lovely. As soon as I can I'll put it online.
I really need a meditative trip somewhere. I'd love to be totally alone for a week, but unfortunately, I think that that would be borderline illegal. But oh, how delightful a simple existence would be. Just me, my wiring, painting materials and my camera, in the middle of nowhere, exporing. Okay so maybe a bike would be useful too but gosh it would be so lovely.
I watched a new(ish) film called "The Lucky One" last night. I was actually pleasantly surprised but not in the way intended I'm sure. I was not moved as deeply as Nicolas Sparks no doubt wished for me to, though the interior decor... WOW. Literally the most amazing ever. I should probably have noted down who designed it, actually, and see some more of their work. Oh it's fabulous, and if you're into shabby chic, I'd definitely recommend seeing the film only for that.
Love,
Annie xx
PS. Sorry about the rambling
Duke of Edinburgh
Basically a 1am playlist
right now, I'm doing what i do best and staying up at ten to one in the morning listening to wonderful songs on the myspace radio (and LOVING THEM ALL) and writing about a girl that's a better person than i am. I love living as a teenager. It's wonderful- I won't get away with this when I'm 35 with three kids in some suburb (I'm trying to break away from my Marxist destiny, but it's proving difficult)
Sunday's plans- I'm so excited! I (just me right now, but I'm hoping to collar a few more into joining me) am going to be going to the Sutton Vintage and Arts Fair, which happens every four moths or so. It really is and amazing thing to go to, and I'm looking forward to it SO much. The atmosphere is lovely, lovely, lovely, and the building is amazing too. (It's held in the town hall) Of course, there will be some bargainous beaurties out there for me too, which I am very much looking forward to.
Plans for after we leave are popping down to the b-e-a-utful Sutton Park, which is a little (large) emerald green gem in the middle of the town of Sutton Coldfield. It's huge. It's also a delight to shoot in, and here are a few of the photos taken last time I was there.
I apologise for the awdul quality of some of those, but that was, wow, over two years ago now, and I only had a bridge camera back in the olden days!
Love,
Annie Louisa xx